Thoughts of the Impending Day

originally posted May 6, 2006

The twenty-second of Hesius looms. I suppose it is cruel what I intend to do, but she is only a woman. Companionship is not entered into for romantic notions or sentimental reasons. It is done for several reasons, but 'love' or 'romance' or even 'obligation' is not generally one of those reasons. It is a business decision. At least that is how I view it. It is a contract, simply stated. And a contract, by definition is a formal, written agreement. Not very sentimental, is it? Very little romance there. There are several sorts of contracts. What they all have in common is that one or both parties promises to perform certain duties that may or may not be triggered by uncertain events. Of course, a contract of companionship is much more basic than that. Sometimes, most times, a woman is taken in order to bear sons for a fellow. If she is unsuccessful during the duration, she is often cast aside for a more fertile female. One capable of delivering the goods, so to speak. And, even if she is successful, though it is not common, she may be cast aside anyway.
"Excellent. Thank you for the hearty son. Oh. Say. Look at the calendar. Right. I suppose you will be going then. Very nice knowing you. Shall I arrange for your conveyance off the premises?"
Admittedly, many companionships are happily renewed each year at their expiration date. Still, it would be faulty logic to assume there is sentimentality involved or romance. If your household is operating smoothly, it makes sense to keep the status quo.
"Yes. I suppose you are worth having around. You are not all that bothersome. Also, the house seems to be in fine order. Alright. Let's have a look at that document. I shall sign it again."
It can't be said that I led the woman on. I imagine it might come as a surprise to her when things unfold the way that they do. It cannot be helped, however. There are times the status quo should be adhered to. There are times when a change becomes necessary. I have made my decision.